I'm sitting here on the last night before school reopens, pondering that this is my final 6 months.

This 7 weeks of holiday just ended like a flash. I have done most of the things that had to be done.

Ran the prison run,
tried gaining back my weight ( but failed miserably )
Tired to work more, but paid with pesnuts.
Celebrated the October birthdays together
Visited Henderson wave. ( very nice place )
Next one will be shooting paintballs at XY head soon. Cant wait eh.

So much so for all the expectations when u realise that u can afford to contribute more.
Because u always want to slap yourself so hard so that you could just wake up from the stupid dream u having.
The questions always started with WHY in my head with no answers at all.

Funny thing is that i'm been a few steps behind everything that i want to have and being overtaken by surprises.

This time is different. No joke. Feels so frustrating at times when u could just bang your head onto the wall and tell yourself that you could do much more.

Well there is still one thing to cheer about. i finally can switch back my body clock. Don't have to sleep in the morning anymore.

Goodnight everyone. School tomorrow.


You and I Both - Jason Mraz